nyit, riska, vinda

nyit, vinda, dani

 riska, nyit, vinda, dani :)

riska, nyit, dani

Dean Mathew

bule Australia nyanyi lagunya Abdul and The Coffe Theory.

cekidot :)

 

Dear Tuan ****

halo tuan.

kembali saya menatap layar monitor.

jarum jam menunjukkan pukul 1:41, yaaa ini sudah pagi.

tapi tunggu dulu, kau takkan mendengar suara ayam berkokok.

ya karena... ah kau pikir sendiri sajalah :)

masa harus kujelaskan?




aku tak tau sebab aku menulis ini...

kurasa aku sangat merindukanmu.

sangat..

sangat...

dan teramat sangat ingin mendengar suara khasmu....




hey tuan ****, (harus kusamarkan)

kalau tidak kusamarkan, mereka yg membaca ini akan tau siapa kau.

aku tak ingin ada orang lain mengetahui identitasmu.




boleh aku jujur ?

aku rindu padamu.

kau tau, aku menulis ini sembari menyumbat telingaku dengan headset.

tau tidak lagu apa yang sedang kuputar di itunes-ku?

kuberitahu ya...

aku sedang memutar lagu Boyce Avenue.

lagu yang pernah kau rekomendasikan padaku beberapa pekan yg lalu.

aku suka semua lagunya.

Teenage dream, Broken angel, Fireworks.

dan aku tau kalau itu lagu yg sengaja di-cover oleh Boyce Avenue.




kau tahu tidak, aku mulai menyukai apa yg kau sukai.

by the way, sudah lama sekali kau tak membuka facebook, twitter dan blogmu.

padahal setiap hari kubuka laptop dan kumasukan URL mu, supaya aku jadi orang pertama yg melihat tulisanmu.

tapi apa?

tak ada, menyedihkan sekali aku ini.

mengharap sesuatu yang tak pernah kau balas.

i think i miss you

hey tampan. ya, kau yang berdiri di dekat ruang akedemik kampus.
kau yang terlihat rapi dan wangi.
aku suka dengan tatapan mata mu, hangat dan menyejukkan :)
aku juga suka setiap senyum yg kau lemparkan pada setiap orang yg menyapamu.

aku dengar, kau sangat suka dengan wanita berhijab.
apakah benar ?
ku harap begitu.
itu artinya aku beruntung melihatmu.

tapi aku tidak sengaja ber-hijab supaya kau membalas tatapanku.
aku memang sudah seharusnya ber-hijab :)
memang ini kan pakaian seorang wanita Islam

another topic, kau sedang apa?
sudah tidur?
aku sedang sangat sangat merindukan-mu
lelaki tinggi dengan tas ransel cosmic dan high top sneakers.
yang selalu taat bersembahyang di dalam tempat beribadatan itu :)

aku baru saja membuka profile-mu, tapi tak ada satupun tulisan yg kau tulis.
mengapa?
apakah kau sangat sangat sibuk?
oh apakah kau sedang ber-bbm-an bersama yg lain (mungkin)


tapi, tau kah kau.
aku merindukanmu.
aku merindukan suaramu yg lembut.
aku merindukan tatapan mata yg menyejukkan jiwa.





selamat malam...
dari aku, Anita Safitri
yang akan dan selalu memikirkanmu, Mr. I 

captured

my long distance boyfriend :)

Today, i feel so dissapointed. because when i browsing in Youtube i find a video from Jason Mraz -I Won't Give Up. i played it on my itunes and i dont know why, suddenly i feel so sadly.
the lyrics :

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space

To do some navigating

I'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

because this video reminds me with my long distance boyfriend, Derek Howard, he lived in Perth, Australia. i met him when i searching in socmed and since then he text me everyday and someday he send me a letter (for the first time i received a letter from stranger) but i am so happppppy. and then i told to my parents if i know Derek from socmed and i really love him somuch. we often send a letter to each other, he gives me a beautiful gift for my birthday. a inspired Book, a cute Koala's doll, a gorgeous mug, a lovely keychains :)

cute koala :)

lovely keychains

sexy eyemask :)

inspired novel 

his first letter

his first letter

his second letter :"

and i haven't replied his letter :( because i am busy, so busy with my stuff.
i forget him... actually this is so hurt.
i need him, i want to visit him in Australia, i want to married with him someday, i want him to know about the religion of Islam.

and now, i dont know how exaclty about our relationship.
he told me that he loves me, cares me, and i read his last letter, he asked me to marry him :)) a little shock lol


and you know Derek, today i really miss you so damn :|
i want to text you, but i am afraid, i swear :|
i hope you still remember me :))) now and forever.
because actually i am very sorry to haven't replied your letter and never reach you.
as soon as possible, i will contact you :)))

love you, Anita
xoxo

Austine Mahone - Someone Like You ( Cover )

i hate this moment

come to think of it

Life is ironically funny

I slammed the door at your face

But, my nose got his instead

I kick you out of my life

But, I was the one felt rejected

I ripped your heart

But, iwas the one who live with the pain

I KILLED you !

But, I was the one who died

I wanted nothing to do with you

But, here I am waiting for you to come back

I didn’t want to love you

But,now I am looking back over my shoulder                                    

Wishing that I could turn back the time

friends-

N.Y.E

heloo :)
Happy New Year All
stay young, stunning and gorgeous :))
love ya...

hello everyone in the WORLD.
finally, i am blogging again :)
today i want to tell you about my feeling for a few days ago.


Someday, i heard from my friend, petty, he told me about the man that i love, that there are women who said if the man that i love doesn't love me. he look on me as a sister. because someday he was fallin love with the girl and suddenly the girl's make him dissapointed.

this is the captured from direct message

in honestly, i am really trully deeply sadly.

enough

please jangan senyum kayak gitu ke semua cewek.

please jangan buat cewek-cewek salah mengartikan perhatian yg lo berikan.

please gue cuma pengen lo tau kalo gue suka sama loe, maybe love at the first sight.

please lo jangan liat mata gue.

please berhenti membuat gue terlalu banyak berharap.

please stop ngajak gue ngomong, gue udah terlalu sedih liat lo tebar pesona kesetiap cewek.

dan gue salah mengartikan kebaikan lo.

#penggalauan #pembodohan

Broken Angel

You showed him all the best of you
But I'm afraid your best
Wasn't good enough
And know he never wanted you
At least not the way
You wanted yourself to be loved
And you feel like you were a mistake
He's not worth all those tears that won't go away

I wish you could see that
Still you try to impress him
But he never will listen

Oh broken angel
Were you sad when he crushed all your dreams
Oh broken angel
Inside you're dying 'cause you can't believe

And now you've grown up
With this notion that you were to blame
And you seem so strong sometimes
But I know that you still feel the same
As that little girl who shined like an angel
Even after his lazy heart put you through hell

I wish you could see that
Still you try to impress him
But he never will listen

Oh broken angel
Were you sad when he crushed all your dreams?
Oh broken angel
Inside you're dying 'cause you can't believe
He would leave you alone
And leave you so cold
When you were his daughter
But the blood in your veins
As you carry his name
Turns thinner than water
You're just a broken angel

And I promise that it's not your fault
It was never your fault
And I promise that it's not your fault
It was never your fault...